Nobody knows where they might end up..!!!
Life has been a little off track since the news from Melbourne came in but I have tried to pick myself up and move on. It's just plain frustrating when plans go awry. All of a sudden life is a blank paper waiting to be written on once again. I know for sure that it is all going to work out for the best in the end but it's waiting for the 'best' or the 'end' that is the tough part. I have been a little melancholy and self absorbed for the past few days and am trying to get out of it and I hope blogging about it helps. That is the reason I started this blog to begin with.
And if this wasn't enough I haven't spoken to Mr Oz in a while now. It's usually that he'd send me a message and we'd meet online and chat a bit. But after the Bali holiday he has been epressed at first and then he moved to a new house. He is still haven't got a new Internet connection and so no chats. I have called him sometimes and spoken to him earlier when he was away from home but this time I just don't feel like it. As things are now the relationship seems to be over before it has even started. And now that I may not be able to come to Oz most probably it would be for the best that we call it off anyways. It's just a lot to handle.
Tonight I was out for my evening walk and listening to some music I heard a song that spoke to me about my present predicament. It really is so true, "Nobody knows where they might end up"??!
Cosy in a rocket- Psapp
Climb, climb into the rocket
And we set the fuse to go, go go
Head start, cosy in the rocket
And I need to go, go, go,go
Tip top ready for the sky
And I'm tip top ready to go
Tip top ready for the sky
And I'm tip top ready to go,go,go
Come, come, fly into my palm
And collapse
Oh oh, suppose you'll never know
Nobody knows where they might end up
Nobody knows
Nobody knows where they might wake up
Nobody knows
Nobody knows where they might end up
Nobody knows
Nobody knows where they might wake up
Nobody knows
Tick tack toe, you're fitting into place
And now the old ways don't seem true
Stick stop blue you're only shifting I
In the same old shape you always do
Tip top ready for the rocket
And I'm tip top ready to go
Tip top ready for the sky
And I'm tip top ready to go, go go
Come, come, fly into my palm
And collapse
Oh oh, suppose you'll never know
Come, come, fly into my palm
And collapse
Oh oh, suppose you'll never know
Video Credit: Goodgirlgamer
5 comments:
so what's plan B??? come to Australia still!
Are you having these feelings about Mr Oz because Melbourne did not work out?
All of a sudden life is a blank paper waiting to be written on once again.
Well, best you start writing young man.
Thanks Denys. Melbourne not coming thru seems to be the catalyst but things have been rocky for sometime now.
He has made it clear that if I can't make it to Oz then this relationship was as good as over and I kinda agree with him. He is not going to move here and I don't want him to either.
We have had our difference since long which became obvious in Bali but we decided to give it one last shot. But now it seems like we wouldn't get the chance to give it one last shot.
Anyways after my first relationship broke I was devastated and ever since breaking up of relationships don't affect me all that much coz I never let my guard down.
Seems like its time to start writing a new chapter!!
Sorry about Melbourne. It would have been nice to meet you for one thing. You can always re-apply, life is all waiting and wondering what will turn up (more Chekhov than any of the poets you keep quoting though).
Thanks for your words Mike. I am trying to see what else I could do but nothing substantial has come up as of now. As regards our meeting well you never know our paths may still cross if it is destined. it would nice to meet you too.
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