The perils of relationships

I have observed that of late I have become quite cynical about relationships and matters of the heart. I read these random blogs about people with relationship dilemmas and I always tend to be overtly negative with my comments. I agree that I have been hurt in a relationship but then who hasn't? The most memorable moments of my life have been those that I have shared with someone I love or loved. I think it's just that because of the distance factor which keeps me away from Mr Oz that I am perpetually worked up. Long distance relationships do demand a lot with little or no intimacy. Being in a relationship is about doing the little things in life together. The long drives with your favorite song playing, quiet dinners, shopping expeditions, going to the cinemas or just being in the company of the other person. I miss that all and have seem to forgotten how nice it feels. I think that most probably that is the reason for me acting up all the time.

Or could it be the lack of physical intimacy? No matter what I say and all the poetry I quote here in the blog I believe that a good relationship should also has to have good sex or to be greedy, mind blowing sex. I have had enough bad sex in my life to appreciate the way the act of making love just flows when you are comfortable with the other person. I have to feel safe to enjoy sex and give in my 100% to it. Otherwise it just plain boring more like a chore. The first time I made love with someone I realized how as opposed to 'sex' I didn't fell all dirty and guilty after the act. But of late sex has been eluding me. I have unknowingly got into long distance relationships twice in a row. So there is a lot of waiting in between the action and then I start to wonder if the relationship is even worth it all. There are these temptations all around and though I have been successful this time to keep me away from them but there are some moments of weakness which I have overcome them.
So this is to all those people on whose blogs I have left nasty messages about how relationships suck - I am sorry. I wish you all the best with your love life and hope that you get plenty of action under the sheets. Hope there is plenty of love making on your end. And please do pray that I do get some action too before my parts start to rust....!!!