Not a people person
I am still having no luck trying to get blogspot to work on my laptop. I called the internet company but they were no help either. So I am stuck with having to use my PDA to view all my favourite blogs. Luckily the home page for blogger is still working so I post my ramblings but can't see any of the blogs.
Today is the day it all changed. I was no longer "the only gay in the village"! Chandigarh was graced with the presence of the Oh so handsome Single Guy from Sydney. After lazing around and doing nothing all day long I was looking forward to meeting him. But as always I met him and went into this cocoon and ended up being all stuck up and formal. We shopped for a while I gave him a lecture on the history and geography of Chandigarh and bored him to death. It was when he started to yawn that I understood how bored the poor guy was.
Other than that it was nice to listen to Single's yearning for the Boy (lucky guy). It reminded me of my day as a couple and how difficult it was to live away from Mr Big even for a day. For the 3 years that I was with Mr Big I hardly left the city because I didn't want to be away from him. Overall not a bad day but I had wanted it to more special for the Single guy for he'd been excited about it all. I suppose it was a reality check for me to spruce up my people skill and try to build a more stimulating and humorous conversation style.
I know you would read this Single and I'd want you to know that I wanted it to be a better experience for you but this is the way the mountain goat is (my zodiac sign is Capricorn) : practical, not very good with expressing feelings and to an extent an introvert.
Hope you have a good time for the rest of the trip in India and in case you still in mood for some torturous company I am just a phone call away to take you shopping and sightseeing.
Photo Credit: Jameta
Today is the day it all changed. I was no longer "the only gay in the village"! Chandigarh was graced with the presence of the Oh so handsome Single Guy from Sydney. After lazing around and doing nothing all day long I was looking forward to meeting him. But as always I met him and went into this cocoon and ended up being all stuck up and formal. We shopped for a while I gave him a lecture on the history and geography of Chandigarh and bored him to death. It was when he started to yawn that I understood how bored the poor guy was.
Other than that it was nice to listen to Single's yearning for the Boy (lucky guy). It reminded me of my day as a couple and how difficult it was to live away from Mr Big even for a day. For the 3 years that I was with Mr Big I hardly left the city because I didn't want to be away from him. Overall not a bad day but I had wanted it to more special for the Single guy for he'd been excited about it all. I suppose it was a reality check for me to spruce up my people skill and try to build a more stimulating and humorous conversation style.
I know you would read this Single and I'd want you to know that I wanted it to be a better experience for you but this is the way the mountain goat is (my zodiac sign is Capricorn) : practical, not very good with expressing feelings and to an extent an introvert.
Hope you have a good time for the rest of the trip in India and in case you still in mood for some torturous company I am just a phone call away to take you shopping and sightseeing.
Photo Credit: Jameta
3 comments:
How do you know that you bored him to death. Did he actually tell you this. Maybe he was tired.
Be yourself and everything else will take care of itself. All the best.
LOL. It is funny how two people can have different perceptions of one event! I thought you were lovely and very chatty...pensive just like your blog...everything you expected. I was the borning one...still jet lagged and just sleepy! Sorry:) You were very intersting and gave me a local perspective.
You will find your lucky boy....you are a special guy!
see WD = he had a great time ... dont be so hard on yourself.
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