Forbidden fruit

Picture Credit : Dylan Ricci (He is an amazing photographer from Australia and his website is worth a visit)

Today's Fortune : 'The greatest pleasure in life is in doing what people say you cannot do."

This got me thinking that the current situation I find myself in is a result of me deciding to not to listen to what people around me have been telling me I cannot or should not do. Now these aren't random people but people that matter to me and to whom I matter. My dad has been wanting me not to move to Oz and under no circumstances pursue the course I have decided to undertake. A few of my friends  created quite a scene about it too and surprisingly so did one of my ex. I have been very adamant and stead fast in my decision inspite of the innumerable delays and difficulties along the way. Is it the case of the forbidden fruit!!?

Even the thing with Jughead was not all that complicated. I did like him but like always I may not have done anything about it but once Hobbes told me he was out of bounds because he was Hobbes' ex I think it got me all obsessive about the whole thing. The more time we spend the more I started to like him that is until his mood swings ofcourse and since then things have started to stagnate or go down hill at times. I still do like spending time with him but the initial fire seems to have turned into just a spark now. Or maybe it's not any of that and maybe I am just a nymphomaniac like I had always believed I was but had started to question in the recent past. 

I believe that life is a constant journey and though I had started to believe that my spiritual and emotional growth had got me to a place in life where I had figured out a lot of things I wanted from life but as it turns out to I haven't!! I ended up surprising and dissapointing myself at the same time. 

In the end all that is left to say is that you don't know the worth of a thing until you have lost it and then it's too late but through it all you do learn some important life lessons that shape your future and that is my only solace...