I am not all that innocent
I met Jughead in the evening. I wasn't happy with the way I was feeling on not hearing from him due to his 'mood swings'. The thing is that I in a way had started to fancy Jughead and relate to his openness and perpetual confused and horny state. I suppose that sharing the same birthday is bound to make way for some similarities between our nature and tastes. The first thing that Hobbes told me when we met me was that I reminded him of Jughead, physically that is.
I thought that when I meet him I'd try to keep my guard up and act all distant and aloof but that didn't work for long. He is a very warm person and it's hard not to get all cozy and comfortable with him. So I thought of doing the next best thing..... demean the whole thing with sex. We were driving around town when we started to fool around and then we came home and there was a bit of teasing and some dirty talk and the expected climax. Don't get e wrong he's great in the bed department and gets me really turned on and horny which is not an easy task. In between it all he also introduced me to the music of Sian Zahoor.
This is strange but having sex with someone does one of the two things for me : either I start to fall for the person or I start to loose 'respect' for the other person and the relationship becomes much less complicated emotionally that is. Like in the case of Hobbes all that intimate moments had started to get to me and I had to hallucinate and imagine stuff I knew hasn't feasible. With Jughead the dirty talk does just that make everything much more sexual and less emotional. He is a dirty talker and I kinda find it discomforting to say the least but that doesn't come in the way of things.
The other thing about Jughead is that he is into Anal sex big time and that is about what his idea of sex and intimacy revolves around and for me to be so up close and personal with someone I need a lot more that just fancy him. So at most times he is all horny and sexed up but it all ends with something that is not all that satisfactory to his sexual senses and to make up for it only one of us climaxed tonight. But that didn't help either . It send him on a guilt trip and he felt it wasn't a mutual 'happy ending'.
I don't know if it's a wise thing to be so explicit on the blog because I know a few people who read this blog in person and maybe they find a little too much. I guess they need to update the ideas they have about me... I am not all that innocent ;-)
I thought that when I meet him I'd try to keep my guard up and act all distant and aloof but that didn't work for long. He is a very warm person and it's hard not to get all cozy and comfortable with him. So I thought of doing the next best thing..... demean the whole thing with sex. We were driving around town when we started to fool around and then we came home and there was a bit of teasing and some dirty talk and the expected climax. Don't get e wrong he's great in the bed department and gets me really turned on and horny which is not an easy task. In between it all he also introduced me to the music of Sian Zahoor.
This is strange but having sex with someone does one of the two things for me : either I start to fall for the person or I start to loose 'respect' for the other person and the relationship becomes much less complicated emotionally that is. Like in the case of Hobbes all that intimate moments had started to get to me and I had to hallucinate and imagine stuff I knew hasn't feasible. With Jughead the dirty talk does just that make everything much more sexual and less emotional. He is a dirty talker and I kinda find it discomforting to say the least but that doesn't come in the way of things.
The other thing about Jughead is that he is into Anal sex big time and that is about what his idea of sex and intimacy revolves around and for me to be so up close and personal with someone I need a lot more that just fancy him. So at most times he is all horny and sexed up but it all ends with something that is not all that satisfactory to his sexual senses and to make up for it only one of us climaxed tonight. But that didn't help either . It send him on a guilt trip and he felt it wasn't a mutual 'happy ending'.
I don't know if it's a wise thing to be so explicit on the blog because I know a few people who read this blog in person and maybe they find a little too much. I guess they need to update the ideas they have about me... I am not all that innocent ;-)
4 comments:
Let is all out mate!! it is healthy...no one is that innocent! We don't think less of you..you are human after all!
Thanks JB!
I agree with you that it's healthy and helps me get things out of my system!
I now know that angels ejaculate!!!!! But ofcourse, they do!!!!!
You had me rolling on the floor with that one :-) Mr Hyde
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