Confession

Picture Credit : Tatongtorres

It was an interesting day today. After lazing around all morning and spending most of the day with mum I decided to go for an indulgence overdose to the salon. Got a hair cut that was drastically different to the one I had before and the usual pampering session. After it all met Archie and we spend some time together at a cafe followed by dinner. It was great talking to him and opening up with him about a lot of stuff that I haven't spoken to anyone in a long time. It was confession time and also a shrink session rolled into one. I felt much lighter and calm after speaking to him. We talked about a lot of stuff from past relationships to our present state and the prospects about the future. It was nice talking to someone who is so uncomplicated and doesn't believe in playing the usual games. I felt like with Archie you get what you see. We both felt saddened by the fact that we met so close to the date of my leaving the country. It would have been nice to have seen where this chemistry would have finally taken us but I guess there is a whole lifetime to discover that and maybe our paths would cross in the future.

As it turns out the past few weeks have led to quite a few changes in my life. I met a lot of gay guys far more than I have met during the 26 years that I spend in the city. I also seemed to have opened up a little and started to move out of the shell I had been in all these years, There has been a lot of emotional upheaval leading to some maturity both emotional and spiritual and that has helped me understand that I still have to discover a lot about what I expect from life in general and my relationships in particular. I also got my ear pierced and after a very long time got my hair cut relatively short. I feel it is an indication of the changes that are to come my way on my adventure to the land down under. Soon the dervish would be talking about his wanderings in Sydney and the suburbs. Hope to share it with you all!!!