Status quo
The last few days have been rather nice. I have been hanging around a lot with Hobbes and for the last two days Calvin, Hobbes and me have been catching up over dinner. Calvin leaves for Oslo on the 24th so the last dinner was about plans to pimp him up for the Scandinavians so that Calvin may get lucky on a cruise he plans to take to Denmark. I enjoy Hobbes company but for some strange reason we love to disagree and there is lot of arguing- all harmless though!
It's refreshing to catch up with people with whom you don't need to pretend with. Both Calvin and Hobbes are gay and so there is lots of bitching and giggling like teenage girls each time the gang gets together. I guess we are the stereotype kinds.
A few days after I met Hobbes he asked me if we were just friends or friends with benefits! I have never been with someone younger than me so I just gave this rather twisted philosophical answer but ever since I have been kinda conscious in his company. The whole dating game comes with all these apprehensions and questions like does he like them smooth, does he like to kiss, should I be honest or should I be mysterious blah blah blah and that is daunting to me so I like the present status quo. But I am happy in the place I am in and things are looking up for me in regards to personal matters but with regards to career and stuff everything seems to be stuck!! I feel like shouting and screaming on someone but I think I am too passive to do that so all I am doing is listening to some music to keep me relaxed.
I heard this song by Israeli-Palestinian singer Amal Murkus the other day called Tamahali and tried to find it on youtube but couldn't instead I found another beautiful number by her which I am posting. Her voice is just divine and transports you another place...!!!!!
It's refreshing to catch up with people with whom you don't need to pretend with. Both Calvin and Hobbes are gay and so there is lots of bitching and giggling like teenage girls each time the gang gets together. I guess we are the stereotype kinds.
A few days after I met Hobbes he asked me if we were just friends or friends with benefits! I have never been with someone younger than me so I just gave this rather twisted philosophical answer but ever since I have been kinda conscious in his company. The whole dating game comes with all these apprehensions and questions like does he like them smooth, does he like to kiss, should I be honest or should I be mysterious blah blah blah and that is daunting to me so I like the present status quo. But I am happy in the place I am in and things are looking up for me in regards to personal matters but with regards to career and stuff everything seems to be stuck!! I feel like shouting and screaming on someone but I think I am too passive to do that so all I am doing is listening to some music to keep me relaxed.
I heard this song by Israeli-Palestinian singer Amal Murkus the other day called Tamahali and tried to find it on youtube but couldn't instead I found another beautiful number by her which I am posting. Her voice is just divine and transports you another place...!!!!!
Amal Murkus - Ya Oud
Video Credit : Muxizian
Photo Credit : Ayerlind
4 comments:
Status quo huh?
I can understand the frustration, but things will work out in the end. They usually do.
It must be nice to have gay friends you can be comfortable around. I wish I had that too.
It sure is nice to have gay friends around and be bitching and stuff!!
her voice kinda goes hand and hand with the art on ur blog
Well she does have an amazing voice but the soul of this blog would be the music by Abida Parveen. If interested you could hear her music through the playlist in the top right hand corner.
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