Fingers crossed
It's strange that I am not being able to view any blogs today including my own. I can open the home page for blogger and that is all. This happened about an year ago too but it was due to a temporary ban on blogger.com by the Indian government. It didn't matter to me much then as I wasn't blogging but now I am and thoroughly enjoying it. I have made some great friends through this blog and I keep in touch with them through this blog. So it is kinda indispensable now. I am sure it's just a temporary problem with the network or something. It's strange that we don't realise the value of the things till the time we have them and once they are gone we realise how important they were to us.
I am going to meet one of my blog friends this weekend for the first time and I am looking forward to it. After a long time things seem to be moving forward for me. I still have my fingers crossed for the fear of jinxing things with all my enthusiasm. I have always been busy with studies or something else all my life but the first time over the past few months I feel like I have wasted all my time doing nothing so I am looking forward to the materialization of my plans for the future.
I was speaking to a close friend of mine today. It is his birthday and I called to wish him. Over the past few months I have kind a lost touch with this friend who at one time was the closest friend I had. He kept in touch (after my break up) with and became very good friends with my ex and his present boyfriend (whom he knew from before he met my ex). He held himself responsible for my break by introducing my ex to his friend. But I always tried to put him at ease as I never blamed him for it. My friend is now working with my ex's boyfriend (confusing I know) so my ego keeps me from calling my friend thinking I may just come across as a desperate lonely creature.
I was speaking to my friend about his work (he is practicing to become a lawyer while waiting for his bar license to come through) and it seemed like his initial enthusiasm about law is waining off. I had always told him to follow his passion of cars and open a workshop because I know he is going to enjoy it thoroughly. Our talk hardened my resolve to try to follow my passion and try to get into the line of work I think I am going to be happy in. It's been a long and tiring process of convincing people around me with my conviction in my passion. I pray it comes to shape as planned and maybe someday I am able to open my little bistro that I have always wanted. I have my fingers crossed.
Photo credits:Brooke Delaine, Pertentious
I was speaking to a close friend of mine today. It is his birthday and I called to wish him. Over the past few months I have kind a lost touch with this friend who at one time was the closest friend I had. He kept in touch (after my break up) with and became very good friends with my ex and his present boyfriend (whom he knew from before he met my ex). He held himself responsible for my break by introducing my ex to his friend. But I always tried to put him at ease as I never blamed him for it. My friend is now working with my ex's boyfriend (confusing I know) so my ego keeps me from calling my friend thinking I may just come across as a desperate lonely creature.
I was speaking to my friend about his work (he is practicing to become a lawyer while waiting for his bar license to come through) and it seemed like his initial enthusiasm about law is waining off. I had always told him to follow his passion of cars and open a workshop because I know he is going to enjoy it thoroughly. Our talk hardened my resolve to try to follow my passion and try to get into the line of work I think I am going to be happy in. It's been a long and tiring process of convincing people around me with my conviction in my passion. I pray it comes to shape as planned and maybe someday I am able to open my little bistro that I have always wanted. I have my fingers crossed.
Photo credits:Brooke Delaine, Pertentious
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I"m excited to meet you and see your city too!
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