Oh Romeo where art thou?
It's been a while since I posted last. The thing is that weekdays are usually busy with school and everything else and there wasn't much to blog about anyways. I still don't have much to blog about but I didn't want to ignore the blog for long so am just going to ramble a bit about random stuff.
With Garfield off on a work trip around Asia I don't have anything planned for the weekend and so with all this time on my hand all I have been doing is sleeping and just thinking. Ever since I have been in Sydney I have been occupied with something or the other and haven't had time to just be by myself until now. To start with I have started to feel lonely and I have started to evaluate the last few months and the people I met and the things I did. I also have started to think how things could have been different if I had acted otherwise in certain situations. I still think that at times I am really confused and idealistic about situations and people and I wonder that with this attitude and my resolve to wait for 'prince charming / Mr right' (call it what you may) am I whiling away my chances at giving some genuine people a go. I feel I set very high and rigid standards for myself and that is one reason I am where I am.
In the past few months I have met quite a few people and I sabotaged some of the chances just because I analyzed the prospects of each to death and not giving fate or destiny a role to play in the game of life. I don't like feeling lonely and at most times I don't but when it hits me it hits me bad. I may seem like such a whiner to some of you but as I have always said the blog works like therapy for me and I have seen that once I get things out of my system and write about them on the blog things start to improve for the better. So I have my fingers crossed while I am writing this post and am hoping for the best. In case something does happen you guys would be the first to know!!! While I am finishing the post the song that is playing on the computer is "It's not too late for love...." by Norah Jones. I guess that could be a sign of things to come in the future. Fingers crossed........ ;-)
With Garfield off on a work trip around Asia I don't have anything planned for the weekend and so with all this time on my hand all I have been doing is sleeping and just thinking. Ever since I have been in Sydney I have been occupied with something or the other and haven't had time to just be by myself until now. To start with I have started to feel lonely and I have started to evaluate the last few months and the people I met and the things I did. I also have started to think how things could have been different if I had acted otherwise in certain situations. I still think that at times I am really confused and idealistic about situations and people and I wonder that with this attitude and my resolve to wait for 'prince charming / Mr right' (call it what you may) am I whiling away my chances at giving some genuine people a go. I feel I set very high and rigid standards for myself and that is one reason I am where I am.
In the past few months I have met quite a few people and I sabotaged some of the chances just because I analyzed the prospects of each to death and not giving fate or destiny a role to play in the game of life. I don't like feeling lonely and at most times I don't but when it hits me it hits me bad. I may seem like such a whiner to some of you but as I have always said the blog works like therapy for me and I have seen that once I get things out of my system and write about them on the blog things start to improve for the better. So I have my fingers crossed while I am writing this post and am hoping for the best. In case something does happen you guys would be the first to know!!! While I am finishing the post the song that is playing on the computer is "It's not too late for love...." by Norah Jones. I guess that could be a sign of things to come in the future. Fingers crossed........ ;-)
On a completely different note this is the performance by Rhys Bobridge and Jemma Armstrong my favourite couple from the show SYTYCD. Rhys is just amazing. I hope these guys stay in the competition and win or else I'd have to stop watching the only Aussie show that I have been following since I arrived.
Jemma and Rhys performing Paso Doble to the song "O Verona" from the movie Romeo and Juliet.
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4 comments:
I like that show too! hey buddy..you and I are very similar..instead of living life we are too busy analysing it!!!
Thanks for the comment!! It's comforting to know that I am not the only one in the boat!!!
i'm trying to make this my mantra "live for the moment". hope it stops you from overanalysing :)
Thanks for sharing the mantra Gabriel. I'll try to live by it!!
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