Reason, Season, Lifetime

Picture Credit : littleblackcat

"People come into our life for a reason, season or a lifetime." The unfortunate part is when someone you thought was going to be there for a lifetime decides otherwise. The human heart is strange and works in fashion that is beyond our comprehension. What is even worse is our perception and expectations out of relationships sometime leads to the death of beautiful connection which if allowed to develop more organically would have been something amazing.
I haven't blogged in a while partly because I was busy with school and work and partly because I though that rather than talk to people in cyberspace I should be talking to people closer home. I tried but I guess I am not much of a speaker and fail to express myself. I have been pretty passive of late with the problems or situations I was faced with but I kinda lost my control the other day when I felt all my heartfelt emotions and love was being trampled on I had to cut loose out of a relationship which I had though was the lifetime kinds.
In times like these the person I miss the most and the one I know would be able to comfort me without me having to say anything is Mum. I wish I was home. It is when I am going through drama like this that I am happy to be single.
Talking about being single it seems like things with Aiden are moving to the next level. He is passing on these subtle messages and has been really nice. I have my fingers crossed and am enjoying the butterflies in the tummy moments. Have met some of his friends over the last 2 weeks and now maybe cooking with him for some of his friends. In these dark time it is him and the support of some other friends like Garfield and Calvin that has kept me going. Hopefully I wouldn't be away for long and will keep you posted about any developments or dissapointments on this front in the future.